Working at this company ruined my career. Even from the start of my interview, I could tell they had not bothered to read my resume, as they were reading it while I was sitting there. When I was hired, I started as a temp, even though I was told I was intended to be hired full-time eventually. Essentially, I was working full-time with no benefits and a reduced salary for four months. After working there as a full-time temp for four months, I was eventually promoted to be benefits eligible. When I was onboarded both times, you typically go to lunch with someone within the company. The first day I went to lunch with my supervisor, who was completely cold to me the entire time, and eventually, we both ended up eating in complete silence. The second time I was onboarded full time, I was assigned to go to lunch with someone, and they canceled on me, and never was rescheduled. Needless to say, I never felt welcomed or wanted there. Working in the office, I have never felt so lonely or isolated despite being surrounded by people. The office was also a very drab place with no natural lighting and felt like a prison. When we were working from home during the pandemic, I felt completely isolated from the rest of the company and only really interacted with four people, and my interactions always felt rigid. However, I felt relieved to not be anywhere near individuals who were clearly miserable and complained constantly, and also drank excessive amounts of alcohol, often while in the office.
For a company that prides itself on training and development, and making “a world that works better,” they could not be more hypocritical and don’t do anything to successfully train their staff to do perform necessary tasks in their jobs. While I was encouraged to ask questions if I had any, I often felt that I was being an inconvenience or a burden when I did, as my coworkers would seem annoyed. When I did make mistakes in my work as a result of a lack of clarity, it was treated as a catastrophe, despite the fact that articles were literally published on their website describing mistakes as learning opportunities. I felt unappreciated, micromanaged, untrusted, and frankly felt as though I could not do anything right despite my best efforts. I never felt as though any of my strengths were utilized. It’s no wonder that most individuals don’t even stay with this company for two years. The overturn rate is unbelievable, people were always leaving the company, and new hires only stayed a short period of time.
What I gained from this job was overwhelming imposter syndrome, depression, and a shattered sense of confidence and self-worth. Moral of the story: DO NOT WORK HERE! This place is completely toxic and not worth your time.